Apr. 10th, 2009 | 10:51 pm
I've been suffering from sudden bloatedness lately. My tummy starts to pain repeatedly at late afternoon and by night time, it's usually churning. It has happened for 3 days already and I'm quite sick and tired of trying to nurse a really uncomfortable tummy.
Yesterday night I got quite pissed for not being able to have good night sleeps, I went to eat 4 tablets of Bismac, that's supposed to help in indgestion and gastric. To my utmost horror, I woke up a gazillion times in the middle of the night to the sudden outbursts of pain. So much for a good night sleep.
What's happening to me? I wish I can just stop feeling so bloated :( ARGH!
It's Good Friday today and whilst everyone is shopping at the new malls at Tampines One & Illuma, I'm stuck at home waiting for my MSM lecture to begin at 3.30pm. How emo is this. I'm going to spend my public holiday doing something really productive like vacumming and washing my baby. She's in a filthy state now, and she'll be sparkling clean real soon. I simply can't wait.
It's less than a month away to my first paper, and I haven't understood what my POA and MACRO London lecturer has been droning on for the past week. Good game. I hope tomorrow will be a better day.
Something that I'm in need of right now? SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING. I don't care! I'm going to find a weekday amidst my busy schedule, cordon off that special day and drag my girls out to Tampines One. I really need to get to UNI QLO ASAP and after that I'll head off to the boyfriend's house to boast about my latest buys :) AHHHH, I CAN'T WAIT.
It's been an awfully tiring week with 10am-5pm lectures 6 times in 9 days. To think I'm going to spend the coming weekend the same way too. MSM lecture takes up my whole day from 10am-5pm on a BRIGHT Saturday and Sunday. I hope it rains, it makes me feel happier. Did I ever mention that I love the rain? I love the smell of the rain, it lifts my spirits up. And no, I'm not a sadist, the rain just makes me extremely happy.
This post was supposed to be only about my churning tummy, I wonder how I managed to crap out so many paragraphs. My friends should blog more often, then I would have new blog posts to read! It somehow seems that I'm the only one who blogs on a regular basis, so emo lah.
Ok so I really should stop and head off to wash my baby before I start on some endless story about how I am deprived of life. I don't even have time to go pak tor with the boyfriend lah! It's either we spend our days mugging our asses off, or sometimes when we get too tired of books, we just head off to his house, or my house to slack for a while before our parents shove us out for some sinful dinner. I can't remember when was the last time we were both alone, zipping around Singapore in the night like we used to, or window shopping at some mall while he restrains me on spending money on unnecessary accessories. I know I really shouldn't fantasize about having some romantic time together, but you know when life gets a little too boring with POA, MACRO, MSM & MARKETING, you can't help but wish for a little something more.
See! Here I am going on and on again. OK END OF STORY.
Time to get ready to clean my baby and make her as beautiful as me :) Till then!
Apr. 7th, 2009 | 11:00 pm
Dear Inspiration,
Please come back to me. You're the most important thing in my life now. Without you, I'll crumble and waste my life away. Your every move gives me a new ounce of energy and pushes me to go on. I'm not willing to collapse and let my fate take charge. I am the one who needs to decide my future!
Dear Inspiration,
Let me feel the adrenaline surge through my veins. Bring me back to the time, about a year ago, where I turned things I detest to things I love. Where have you been all these while? Did you just silently slip away into the wilderness, or did I carelessly let you off? No matter what it is, will you be my best friend and walk with me through the tough times once again?
Dear Inspiration,
I really need you urgently. Please come knocking at my door soon. Real, real, real soon. Inspire me.
With love,
Julia.